My summer's been busy...I'm donating most of my hair as soon as I get my senior pictures done...& I'm too freakin lazy to update this thing on a regular basis since I got another site...Hope everyone's summer is going better than mine has been lol

new site : www.myspace.com/lilrober

Not much has been happening lately...I've had an awesome week hanging out w/ my friends & hopefully the fun will continue.
Here are some amusing pictures that Brandon took of me:

I'm a Pringles duck! lol

I had just woken up..I look so angry! haha

A lot of stuff's been happening lately...but I'm too lazy to type it all in here. Friday is my last day of work this summer, so get ahold of me if ya wanna hang out.
I've got some interesting pictures that I wanna put up, so hopefully my computer will stop being ghetto & I'll share them with you soon...until then, I'm out!

This week's been a little rough.
Just to re-cap : My Great Aunt died...I helped work the Jr. High volleyball camp this week...I got a concussion & fell asleep so I've been a little "out of it"...I made a few new friends...I'm cutting myself off from certain old friends...& my slutty cat had more kittens, putting us up to 17 cats (anybody want one?! lol)

So far this summer has been pretty lame & I figured out why. I've decided to take a little more initiative in controlling how I spend my time. No more being nice all the time bc people just screw you over...& I'm sick of being used!

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be.
The pains that are withheld for me,
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless,
It brings on many changes,
And I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make
All our little joys relate,
Without that ever-present hate.
But now I know that it's too late.

The game of life is hard to play.
I'm gonna lose it anyway.
The losing card I'll someday lay.
So this is all I have to say..

The only way to win is cheat,
And lay it down before I'm beat.
And to another give my seat,
For that's the only painless feat.

The sword of time will pierce our skins.
It doesn't hurt when it begins.
But as it works its way on in,
The pain grows stronger...Watch it grin.

Suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it with such ease.
...and you can do the same thing if you please...

Last night was so much fun!
My cousin got married (congratulations Heather & Shane! haha)
I sang the music for their wedding. & even though I was a nervous wreck, I guess it sounded pretty good. The reception was beautiful & I had a great time dancing w/ everybody...I even made a few new friends!  It's a shame I'll prolly never get to see them again...but for one night, I was really happy

Falling down under the pale moonlight,
You were holding me
Like someone broken,
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now.

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down

Fall on me,
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you,
Forever in me,
Ever the same.

You may need me there,
To carry all your weight.
But you're no burden I assure.
You tide me over,
With a warmth I'll not forget...
But I can only give you love.

Fall on me,
I'll be there for you,
If you'll be there for me.
Forever it's you,
Forever in me...
Ever the same.